Something that made me Pause | A Heart Touching Quote

Today, I came across something that made me pause. Which is,

"Know yourself, who are you? What is your self-story? What makes you, you? What do you believe even if it's not popular?"

And after reading it, I didn't want to do anything. I kept reading it, but it seemed impossible to understand.

After reading it again and again, I came to the conclusion that it is not enough for me to understand it. Because it is easy to talk about others, to make comments about it, but when it comes to oneself, one becomes ignorant and forgetful.

The same thing happened to me. I don't want to know who I am. Not because I don't want to know, but because I don't have any identity of myself. The pain is just that I would have an identity of myself if...?

Know yourself, who are you? The answer breaks me, so I have to lie to myself about being ignorant. But actually I have the answer. And that is "a loser". It is not that I did not make any effort to win, but when I stood up for a new beginning, I fell down. And the sadness lies in the fact that I didn't fell if...?

If you do not understand your own story, it is even more difficult to tell it. And when I ask myself the answer to the question "What is my story", a plea comes out of my heart that if I could, I would have changed it.

And then the question "What makes you, you?" burns my heart because I was never meant to be who I am today. Both my hopes and desires were brutally murdered. And I couldn't do anything.

Yes, among all of these, this is the only question that I can answer in detail. The question is "What do you believe even if it's not popular". And the answer to this, which I believe, that one's upbringing can make anyone to give the best answer to all these questions, provided that upbringing makes us good citizens of society, not that we cannot make any difference between us and animals with this upbringing. The responsibility of this best upbringing is on the shoulders of our loved ones and if these shoulders begin to feel weak again and again and hesitate to fulfill their responsibility, then cursed on such people. To bestow such so called relationships with blessings of beautiful relations is like to devalue every feeling.